Tuesday (night)

Exhausted and stressed, but excited about entering a phase where I have (barely) enough time that I don’t have to feel deficient in everything I do.  I hope to become a better student, campus leader, group leader, friend, and internship researcher.  I feel excited that I finally have a little bit of “free” time to actually adhere to most of my responsibilities.

I can’t wait for spring break.  But I do hope I find an internship (or have a good start on getting one, at least) by then.  I think that would take a lot of the stress away over break.  I feel like there’s a giant cloud overhead.  It’s hanging over life and over summer .. it’s like this thing saying to me, “You need to find a good internship.”  I wonder what the seniors are thinking .. I’m not at all excited about dealing with job searching next year.  If this is how stressed I get about internships, I wonder if I will even survive job searching.

Ok, think positive thoughts.  I think I’m going to spend a (preplanned) hour per day working on finding and applying for internships.  Other than that, I will not allow myself to worry about it.

Sleep time.

Em