Monday

Ugh.  I am already tired of it.  I hate, absolutely hate, living in a dorm.  I am not cut out for the dorm life at all.  Really social people are a lot better at it than people like me.  I’m not anti-social, but I definitely need time to myself.  Without people yelling in the halls and being generally loud and annoying.  I just wish I had separate school/work, personal, and social lives.  But here they’re all combined.  I don’t want to socialize where I shit, thank you.  Dorms are a really unnatural habitat .. a bunch of people who don’t know each other crammed together and expected to live peacefully and socialize.  God, now it’s like a fucking party in the hall.  It’s 11:30 at night, people, and it’s not the weekend.

Tomorrow I have a busy day.  I have a retreat for one of my organizations from 9:30 to 12, and then a meeting at 12.  After that, I really need to get groceries, school supplies, books, and change my meal plan.  Then I have two hours of dance at night.  It should be pretty crazy .. better than just sitting around waiting for classes to start.  I am always ready to get on with it.

I made it to my 6th semester!  Only 3 more and I’m out .. if I had been more organized I could probably have graduated early.  I don’t know about now though.  I can make it through, somehow ..

My goals for this semester are to push through to summer – stay busy and active, and hopefully have a little fun in the meantime.  We’ll see.

Em